Wisdom

I've always been surrounded by people older than me for some reason.  When I was younger, I was always around the adults.  I believe that I mentally matured faster than a lot of my peers.  I had a few unfortunate events, but they all worked out in my favor in the end.  I try to obtain as much wisdom as I can.  Wisdom can take you a long ways in life.  I try to encourage people as much as I can and pass along what was given to me.  You can never stop learning.  I look up to my teachers so much.  It's hard to find a woman to look up to these days.  There aren't very many role models out there.  This new generation doesn't have very much to look up to, especially my generation.  I really hope that I can be of some assistance.  I love how God's plans have been aligning with my desires.  That lets me know that I'm going after the right things in life.  Even while I'm teaching I won't forget to learn.  Forever a student, forever a servant.

Peace be with Me

This whole day, I've basically been by myself & it feels GRAND!  For some reason, people wouldn't stop coming around.  It wasn't very many people but a certain.  I've been wanting to spend some major time by myself.  I forgot how much I really enjoyed my thoughts.  This world has too much going on to just be chillin with other people.  I absolutely hate when I'm working on myself and someone comes around and they are not helping me push towards it!  People serve as distractions to self improvement.  I will go around people when I am ready.  Right now it's just going to be me and myself!  It's so peaceful.  I don't have to listen to anyone talk on the phone with meaningless, long drawn out conversations.  I don't have to answer a million and one questions just because you felt like being nosey.  I don't have think for anyone, but myself.  When the time comes to help someone, I will be right here.  Until then.... Peace be with Me!  *two fingers*

Fairy Tale Love

Why does every girl believe that their lives are supposed to end with a fairy tale ending?  Who took logic away from the world???  Happiness doesn't always have fireworks.  Fireworks burst and fade.  I'd rather pace and it and just be happy that I found someone to be emotionally stable with.  Girls overlook good qualities by looking for this fantasy land love that will probably never happen.

Fairy tales are imaginary. I prefer an epic adventure through the heart of another.  Through the heart of someone who believes in the same God that I do, and if I don't get that... then that's okay too.  I find it funny how people believe they think "outside-the-box" but just go into another box.  I don't even like boxes like that!!!  Free your mind from all of these imaginary things.  Let go of these stereotypical situations.  Life is sooooooo much more than any person can present to you.  This fairy tale love is not of today's generations unless two virgins unite and move to somewhere like Switzerland.  A lot of people have love confused with lust.  A lot of people are just confused.  It'll be cleared up one day.

TELEVISION SUCKS EGGS!!!

It's so hard to find something good to watch.  Most of the time I just don't watch TV, but when I do it's usually stuck on CNN.  There's nothing wrong with being informed.  I want all these reality shows to go away!  Why does everyone want their life on national television???  Nine out of ten times it's irrelevant.  I want to watch a good 'ol sitcom.  I want to chuckle a little.  I don't have time for TV right now anyways, music music music.  Oh music how I love you so!  Right now I'm on break.  School first.  Sipping tea, reading flashcards, and watching CNN :)

The Wonderful World of Blogs

In the world of blogging, you never know what to expect.  I love blogging because it's not your usual facebook or twitter.  People actually have something to say.  It might not always be relevant but it's more detailed than a status or a tweet.  I love reading other people's blogs and finding new ones.  There is so much personality in a blog! It's amazing.  The people that I've come across....   It's also sort of a stress reliever.  I can just let it all out right here.  Well, maybe not all of it but you get the point.  Can't wait to see what happens a year from now... Lord's Willing! *smiles*

Year of the Oddballs

Everyday I am feeling like this is the year of the oddballs.  Everyone is tired of listening to the same things over and over.  I I'm so ready to break out of this shell... okay maybe not just yet but (in a hill-billie's voice) "It's-a-comin!".  I've had some really extreme experiences, but experience none-the-less or always-the-more [whatever that means].

Who really thought about the year 2011.  I know I didn't think about 2011 until 2010.  It's such a funny sounding year.  It doesn't even roll off my tongue smoothly.  We harldly even say "two thousand" anymore, it's more like "twenty-12".  Sorry for the laziness on the 12.  Sometimes I really feel so offbeat around other people but it often seems as if their drum is artificial and mine is authentic.  There are so many people following other people.  People don't talk to themselves from the inside.  They don't address their heart and their natural desires.  They don't like to seek the truth, instead they mimic and inpersonate.  ORIGINALITY PEOPLE! *sigh*

To all my offbeats out there... THIS YEAR IS FOR U!!!  It's time.

Sidenote:  offbeats seem to be the people that do the right things these days.

Tradition is the new. 

PAZ, AMOR Y MUSICA!

Leading with my Good Foot

Life has been a journey.

Music is a business.

People always want to hear something new.

Someone is always going to want my money.

Whatever I do and whatever door I walk through whether it's a fancy double door or leading into a shack I will do my best to keep the same positive attitude.  I've watched too many people get altered.

I only take advice from the wise that have been where I am trying to go.

Plan Plan Plan!

Practice Practice Practice!!!

Grind time is now in effect.

I have spent many years perfecting my craft.

It is now time for the world to meet... Kia Renee 0:-D