I TRUST MY INSTINCTS

There arent many people in this world that I trust.  As a matter of fact I trust one person... and that's my sissy.  Everyone else is on my iffy list.  If there is something inside that says "he's not the good guy" then I go with it... if that same something says "get rid of them" then I will toss whoever it is out of the window.  There is something inside of me that directs everything... and I trust it.

EPIC

I don't know why everything I go through has to be at one extremity or another.  Got to feel the lows before the highs.  I've learned how to cope with life quite well.  I'm starting to see life as a composition.  One chord goes with another, then the drums push it, and everything else follows in the same direction... if people aren't pushing me in the direction I put myself in then I'm cutting them off and not looking back.  All my life I've been put last.  I no longer let anyone have that option.  After heartbreak I will not let it happen again.  After being tossed is in the, I become a treasure.  There's something so wrong right now.  Something not sitting well in my heart, but no matter what I will smile.  There many empty spots in there, I just let Jesus fill them. 

I have a plan.  I real plan and when I'm done, its going to be epic.  I don't need any help and don't want it.  It's all me.  Just me.  Only me.  Kia Renee.

SIGH

You are the two people that made me feel like I wasn't good enough.  Those are the two people I had to do away with.

My Issues With TEXT MESSAGING

I honestly hate the ways of the generations today.  Communication will continue to be a problem due to this mask called text messaging.  Text messaging is used for short, choppy, unimportant conversations.  If it is important then a call should be placed.  Text messaging hides the real in you.  It hides the authenticity, the emotion, and the true meaning of what's being said.  You can't get to know someone over text messages and honestly it takes entirely too long.  A 3minute conversation on the phone is 30minutes in texting.  That dreaded text!!!  Once relations are established between two people, then I believe text messaging should be an option.  That's just not the type of person I am.  If you know me, you know I'm raw and uncut.  You know me, or you don't and there is no way to prepare for my extremeties.  Once I let you in, you're in... there is no hiding who I am.  My extremeties cannot be detected through these insignificant text messages.  I like to explore people and talk to them.  I don't like to avoid and talk at them.  Phone conversations and real life will suffice thank you :)