EPIC

I don't know why everything I go through has to be at one extremity or another.  Got to feel the lows before the highs.  I've learned how to cope with life quite well.  I'm starting to see life as a composition.  One chord goes with another, then the drums push it, and everything else follows in the same direction... if people aren't pushing me in the direction I put myself in then I'm cutting them off and not looking back.  All my life I've been put last.  I no longer let anyone have that option.  After heartbreak I will not let it happen again.  After being tossed is in the, I become a treasure.  There's something so wrong right now.  Something not sitting well in my heart, but no matter what I will smile.  There many empty spots in there, I just let Jesus fill them. 

I have a plan.  I real plan and when I'm done, its going to be epic.  I don't need any help and don't want it.  It's all me.  Just me.  Only me.  Kia Renee.