Literature is a nice escape. Sometimes life can be filled with so many facts swirling around my head, causing me to battle my mind for a sense of peace, a brief break will suffice. Lately my books of choice have been nonfiction and informative. I am now taking myself away from all of that to be rejuvenated and recharged while keeping my mind as sharp as vulgar language without all of the pain. I only like books that take off from the beginning. Slow beginnings kill me. My book of choice is What Dreams May Come. I suppose there is a movie similar.
So far the book spoke about the content of death, its feelings and emotions. The subject of death is eerie. Some things you just won't know until you experience it. Every story that I have heard about death always has that flashback of thoughts and past memories. I wonder is that God's way of showing you your life before judgement day? That is if any of those statements are true..... It's just a thought. I am enjoying that vacation from the demands and worries of life. It takes sacrifice and focus to be great. Hopefully a little literature may ease the intensity. Love u!
7.09.2012
6.22.2012
1st Love
I've restarted this sentence about five times already. Sigh. I can't seem to translate my thoughts without telling a little too much. Im not even sure if this particular issue is for anyone else to understand, but I'll give it another try (hopefully without restarting my sentence a million times).
Think of two loves that you have. Two loves that are very dear to your heart. Two loves that mean the world to you... not the kind of love where you cherish every single moment but the kind of love that you don't realize what they mean until they are ripped from you before you could even appreciate what was........... Now think about those loves being taken from you. It's been years and its still a shock. I loved both dearly but one of those loves I just can't let go of and I don't think I ever will. They both were snatched from me so quickly I often times question was it even real. Do you have any memories that stick so tough it feels fresh but it was so long ago that it seems like it almost never happened? Its hard to explain but I'll wait patiently for my love to return because I know it will. Wont it?
Think of two loves that you have. Two loves that are very dear to your heart. Two loves that mean the world to you... not the kind of love where you cherish every single moment but the kind of love that you don't realize what they mean until they are ripped from you before you could even appreciate what was........... Now think about those loves being taken from you. It's been years and its still a shock. I loved both dearly but one of those loves I just can't let go of and I don't think I ever will. They both were snatched from me so quickly I often times question was it even real. Do you have any memories that stick so tough it feels fresh but it was so long ago that it seems like it almost never happened? Its hard to explain but I'll wait patiently for my love to return because I know it will. Wont it?
1.22.2012
One Person
Welcome back. The people are blowing their party horns and throwing confetti, welcoming me with a pile of worries and strife. This has been one heck of a ride and I'm not wearing my seatbelt. When this car crashes, I don't want to be stuck in my seatbelt, I want to be ejected from the car through the windshield so I can get up and leave the accident behind.
People... Tearing the temple down people... curious and reckless people... observant emotionless people... lifeless, loveless, and damaged people. These are the things I am surrounded with. I am only one person, but one person can plant a seed.. and that seed can produce and fruitful tree of love and that fruitful tree will bear a million more seeds to be planted and cycle over again. I am one person and I can plant that love. Jesus Heals :)
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