4.17.2011

What you dont understand...

I don't like being around people as much as others. 
I am not a representation of all women nor the human species.
I strive for perfection. 
I sometimes stumble but God doesn't let me fall.
I love Jesus with all of my heart. 
It so easy to get sucked into this world. 
I had to detach myself from it and the things in it. 
Most people see these american luxuries as necessities and become attached to these materialistic things.
I've learned to let go and only depend on Jesus.
I am guilty of many sins and I no longer want to be a slave to even what most people see as "small" sins (even though all sins are the same).
People have a hard time seeing what I am trying to accomplish. 
The things I want to do in life, are far beyond what this world has to offer me.  
I must stay away from people, they are no good.
I need to spend time with myself, alone, away from evil so that I can be victorious.

Improve.  Strive.  Perfection.  Jesus.  Peace.  Love.  Suffering.  Faith.  Believe.  Repent.  Love.  Love. Love.

It's spring break.  My peers see this as a time to party, get drunk, and have sex to no return.  My plans for the break is to create, release, and dig deep.  I have not enjoyed company from people in so long.  I see so much in them that I don't want anything to do with.  Lately my spirit has been thirsty.  I'm not a holy-roller just yet but I plan to be.  I want to be a servant of the Almighty.  I had to cleanse my heart.  I have a love living inside of me that people tried to hold down but it broke through.  I could remember a point in my life that I was full of angry demons.  I'm at peace now. 

It seems as though others don't know what peace truely is. . . if they did they wouldn't have it any other way.

Music is my release.  God is my life!  Jesus is my Saviour & I love Him for everything He has done for me!!!

Working for God & not the world. . . Rewards from God is far more than money can't buy!

PEACE. . . LOVE & MUSIC!