There was once a time when I wanted everything to just go away. I hated my memories and wished them gone. Now my memory is completely shot. I can only remember so much about anything. My short term memory is completely nonexistent. I guess this is an acute case of amnesia. I can't remember too much before last semester. I blocked so much out of my head and so many people that 78% of my life is no longer in my memory bank. Sometimes people can trigger flashbacks but even those are starting to fade too. This can cause quite a bit of confusion, but there is a huge part of me that doesn't care just as long as I don't have to feel the pain of those memories again. People are just temporary to me. Stability, I can't wait to me you.
