10.14.2011

Off-beat... Off-time... Off-love

Everybody is on their 1s and 2s and somehow I always seem to land on a 3.  It's amazing how my timing is always off.  God always directs me to where I just missed it (whatever "it" is).  But I don't see that as a bad thing.  My timing just might be the very thing protecting from somewhere I don't need to go.  He puts me in the right spot and when I mess up, He reroutes me to put me where I am supposed to be.  I appreciate all that He has done for me.  I love how when God has a will, there is nothing anyone else can do about it.  Our relationship is blossoming daily.  I never get bored with Him.  Jesus brought me a peace that I've never had before.  There's a calm inside of my fire.  I find a calm fire to be very off, but beautiful.  There is no competition.  I tried steering my life and I lost control of the wheel.  Just when I was about to crash... there He was to my rescue.  Jesus is my hero... no cape necessary :)  Im a little off beat and a little off time but it's all off love, the real kind.