Visions and Dreams... Picking Out the Weeds

I try not to get caught up in the "right now" or present time.  I try to prepare for the future.  School sometimes feels like a 4 year jail sentence, and you can get out early on good behavior LOL.  But I am taking this time to prepare for when I reach the "real world"... for me hopefully it will be the "real MUSIC world"!!! :)

It's so easy to get caught up in the desires of today and mess up the vision of tomorrow.  I have dreams and ambitions that are only out of reach if I let them be.  I start this process by surrounding myself with people that believe in me and not only push me but support.  Support is mental and emotional... it's inspirational.  Support are those very few people that keep you in their prayers and have enough heart to let God know they believe in what you are doing.  Support is them giving that call at a random moment just letting you know that they are there for you.  I don't want to bring myself down in any type of way so even when I want to be around "friends" and socialize, it's not the best business decision.  If your vision doesn't line up with mine then I must let you go.  Even if you aren't causing any harm, I still have to let you go because you aren't doing anything good... you are just occupying space in time in my journey. 

I know people who have good intentions but their intentions do not match their actions.  Until those people get that right then they will not be in my itinerary.  I have to pick out the weeds in my garden.  A garden cannot be beautiful if weeds come in and take over.  That's nothing special.  I don't water weeds, I water flowers.  I don't feed into things that don't match my vision... I care for the things that help make my dream into a life so real that feels surreal.